Cleaning My Heart

I need to clean up my heart..

I wish it is as easy as doing laundry

But i guess it's not that simple..

Too many things forcing me down

They are pushing me to the ground

Anyway..every way..and in all direction

Just to one point..

My heart..

To hurt and demoralize my spirit 

Too many things to be absorb in such short notice

It's killing me inside out

Can i hang on?

If it's possible..

How long can i hang on?

I've realize

That my heartbeat is not as sound as before

It's full of hate and no love at all

This is not me!!!

This is not who i am!!

How could i turn myself back together?

I need to clean up my heart..

Help me to clean up my heart